Sunday, August 10, 2014

CSerS updated

Teams .... the most intelligent society , is a good football team , when members take responsibility or pass it to another when preferable., for the sake of the collective  greetings from ;                                                                                                            
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and
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J4t96!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OV5_LQArLa0  



Iris ; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8UeeIAJ0a0

14707
great film, and message.. on board! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Green_Mile_(film)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2ldhEZAXkI  aint got nobody

Jul 8, 2014
You know what you want, but you must make sure others around you realize that you have your own needs as well. You may have some time to rethink your career strategy. You may experience slight health problem in the coming months. Talk to a friend before you make any financial decision.
Love : Unsubscribe Best Compatibility : Cancer

14710
Vera S>
Imam jednu ideju. Ako si raspoložen, raspitaj se da u toj tvojoj organizaciji, da li ste raspoloženi za neku ekskurziju do Bosne, tacnije u Bijeljinu, u banju Dvorove... Mogli Bismo organizovati neke izlete, Manastiri, reka Drina, Etno selo, žurke.... Ti ovo prevedi na engleski, taman da vežbaš malo 
I have an idea. If you're in the mood, ask around you in that your organization, whether you're in the mood for a trip to Bosnia, specifically in Bijeljina, in Dvorovi ... we could organize some trips, monasteries, river Drina, Ethno Village, parties ... . you translate this into English, just that little vežbaš

Vera,
:)  I like the idea, BUT, 
is this a marketing messages or meant to be sent to me personally.??
ChRiS

Subject: Lana Samsal, Kate Kopite George and 40 others have their birthday this week
Date: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 02:49:36 -0700
mypod-net.org 
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ChriS, 
Helped Lana Samsal, Kate Kopite George and 40 others celebrate their birthdays 
00000000000000000

August 2-10!

Dear friends and dear travelers,

the CS events last year were so amazing and we've met sooo many wonderful people that we have to repeat it this summer.
I'm really reaaally sad that some of you who I like very much can't join, but I promise to drink rakija and do stupid things for you too.
For all the others this is the "plan":

August 2nd:
-meeting in Sarajevo, citytour and lots of coffee breaks during the day, party during the night

August 3rd:
-hiking to Dragan's cottage (the best place in Sarajevo, with the best rakija in Sarajevo and great food), leave our stuff there, walk to the waterfall Skakavac (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Skakavac,_Sarajevo) , have a shower under the waterfall, walk back to the cottage and eat, drink, sing, dance, roll :) sleep?

August 4th:
- stay at Dragans during the day (my plan), just be lazy, play some music, enjoy the sun or go for a hike or get drunk or..or..
the other option is go back to the city and explore Sarajevo a little bit
Around 9pm meet and Kino Bosna and enjoy some Bosnian traditional music (sevdah http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sevdalinka ) with accordion and dancing on the tables and all the stuff that goes with the music :)

August 5th:
Leave Sarajevo and head east for the rafting on the Tara (http://www.raftingtara.com/galerijaENG.html)..details about this coming soon. We'll do the rafting during the day and stay in one of the camps for the night.

August 6th:
-go for a hike to the Trnovacko lake and maybe Sutheska national park (http://aidaweb101.wordpress.com/2012/08/09/sutjeska-national-parktrnovacko-lake-%E2%99%A5-heart-shaped-lake/) ,...swim in the lake, enjoy the sun, have a barbecue and a little farewell for the ones who are leaving...
In the evening hours or early the next moring leave towards Serbia, for the ones who want to join us for the Guca festival (http://www.guca.rs/eng/)

August 6-10 Guca madness! We will be staying in Planet Paprika because last year it was awesome http://www.gucafest.org/cscamp/
and we will also join the other CSers https://www.couchsurfing.org/meetings.html?mid=179146

And if you still didn't have enough after Guca, some of us are going back to Sarajevo or Belgrade or continue traveling together, all fun people are welcome to join.

* Details about everything coming soon!

August 2-10!

Dear friends and dear travelers,

the CS events last year were so amazing and we've met sooo many wonderful people that we have to repeat it this summer.
I'm really reaaally sad that some of you who I like very much can't join, but I promise to drink rakija and do stupid things for you too.
For all the others this is the "plan":

August 2nd:
-meeting in Sarajevo, citytour and lots of coffee breaks during the day, party during the night

August 3rd:
-hiking to Dragan's cottage (the best place in Sarajevo, with the best rakija in Sarajevo and great food), leave our stuff there, walk to the waterfall Skakavac (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Skakavac,_Sarajevo) , have a shower under the waterfall, walk back to the cottage and eat, drink, sing, dance, roll :) sleep?

August 4th:
- stay at Dragans during the day (my plan), just be lazy, play some music, enjoy the sun or go for a hike or get drunk or..or..
the other option is go back to the city and explore Sarajevo a little bit
Around 9pm meet and Kino Bosna and enjoy some Bosnian traditional music (sevdah http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sevdalinka ) with accordion and dancing on the tables and all the stuff that goes with the music :)

August 5th:
Leave Sarajevo and head east for the rafting on the Tara (http://www.raftingtara.com/galerijaENG.html)..details about this coming soon. We'll do the rafting during the day and stay in one of the camps for the night.

August 6th:
-go for a hike to the Trnovacko lake and maybe Sutheska national park (http://aidaweb101.wordpress.com/2012/08/09/sutjeska-national-parktrnovacko-lake-%E2%99%A5-heart-shaped-lake/) ,...swim in the lake, enjoy the sun, have a barbecue and a little farewell for the ones who are leaving...
In the evening hours or early the next moring leave towards Serbia, for the ones who want to join us for the Guca festival (http://www.guca.rs/eng/)

August 6-10 Guca madness! We will be staying in Planet Paprika because last year it was awesome http://www.gucafest.org/cscamp/
and we will also join the other CSers https://www.couchsurfing.org/meetings.html?mid=179146

And if you still didn't have enough after Guca, some of us are going back to Sarajevo or Belgrade or continue traveling together, all fun people are welcome to join.

* Details about everything coming soon!

14717

https://www.facebook.com/groups/wild.beautiful.footy painted at village  ChriS went to Village today and painted posts, (left a spare pot of paint, for next time painting is required ) and marked the pitch FOR TAINING (repeat ROUGHLY for training) noticed that a football was left out on the grass, 4 balls were given to the monasterie for tarining, hope they respect them.. n.b. it takes 90 minutes to walk from village to train station..! (downhill) 
Ho ME? 
the girls come and they go
ME, they dont take any time to know
they claim it is NOt  their fault..
In a world where everything is bought..\

the common prejudice now, is AGE!
people just see a number, I SEE RAGE!
of those I loved and lost..
no one ever asked the cost...

I have more energy  than a 100 boys
but most modern feemales only want BOY-TOYS..
I woudl discuss the universe with you
I can see your soul and make you new..

but "it may be better to stay alone" I am told..
the y think I am just a "brit"  wio is getting  old.....
when  I  go your world will too
then you will know  who is ... ME!

ChRiS 14718

14719 anais and caroline

I will be pleased to show u Pg, BUT I get many requests, so PLEASE tell me your mobile so we can connect via sms as I am not always online, ok? ChRiS

Jul 24, 2014  I needed to get drunk when guests that I do so much for , decide NOT to do what WE agreed, I was looking forward to end a wonderful day with something that I like (dance and be cra y) not a boring conversation......your last night and Gilles qualification..that we would all have a big celebration and some REAL fun, which was to dance, etc (the DJ actually played some good stuff, which u didnt hear) ...sitting around chatting in french about bla blah, was NOT what we agreed.. I hosted the four of you, ,,,but ......NONE of  you cared what I want to do..........yes, u can say what u want,and point a finger at me, ... but it was COWARDLY to send Gilles to talk to me, instead of YOU having the courage to say good bye or anything last night ...I would have respected you more if you had said this instead of writing it from afar..that I wont forget..yes u FOUR acted like "small people" who didnt make any effort to ask what the HOST wanted to do.. and I only got DRUNK AFTER YOU left so dont write BS! ... "unpleasant" maybe ... but at least I am HONEST, if u do things good i will tell you, if u dont i will tell u, shame u dont get that!  ..i have a right to my opinion , and if u dont like my judgement..then u should look in the mirror and ask yourself why...(after i opened up to you...) good luck with the canadians , u will need it! .. 

RAMZ31 wrote:
>Well there goes another one of these angry emails you seem to enjoy sending to people (according to your own words).
>I AM really sorry you did not enjoy celebrating just by sharing and talking with other people (small people huh... Who are you to judge??). I thought CS was all about that though...
>As for your expectations, I do not feel like I (by the way: weren't there other people involved?) disrespected you in any way. I enjoyed my time with you and with the guys, no need for drinking your ass off (that is not how I have fun anyway).
>So again: sorry you were fed up (and unpleasant btw).
>
>Wishing you all the best anyway (small talk from a sheep)
>
>ChriS SmiTH wrote:
>>so with all what i did to make YOUR time good, u could not honour or respect an agreed "celebration" on the last night and prefer to chat with small talk and small people.. !!! u said about "great expectations" well, I expected MUCH MORE from u, after a wonderful afternoon, but like everyone, u just demote and delete yourself, ..just another sheep. with all consequences..

14725 ....Honesty, so rare, no one will dare, to care , so there! ....the consequence ; u will be gone ...the planet and I are then alone...soon..
Keep your eyes open. Your tense time schedule will loosen once you learn better organization. This is one of the best times of the year for you. Try paying by cash and you’ll soon see how much money you can save this way.
Best Compatibility : Leo        
14726 Daniel, Suanna, tomas, Olga & sascha >           http://unsub-b.blogspot.com/2014/07/silly-summer-part-1-14.html          

 14728                                   Hello Velibor some problems with storm , internet is low, but ok, but oven is not working and water boiler is sometimes not working,... the german family did NOT arrive yet,,, ...........
>http://chrismithlog.blogspot.com/2014/07/silly-summer-toomuch-hurting.html   

so short and very sweet, 
  Lilly I did meet, -     
but after Rankos family Rakia , -  
i did not have time to appreciate her...

Lilly you MAY come back, I appreciated you joining the family meeting, and HOPE i can show u the best of this place another time...
take care , and have a great life! :)  ChRiS


Jul 29, 2014   Trust in your love and affection, they will never let you down. If you feel your efforts aren’t appreciated as much as they should, you must think about changing your job. You may suffer aches and pains in the coming weeks. Don’t get too excited over your new status, either.Your luck is about to change. Don’t make any rushed decisions. You might encounter some short term health problems in the coming months. You are likely to get a new source of income. 
Reconsider all options before you making up your mind for good. Now is the time to believe you can succeed, imagine yourself living the life you desire, and it will all happen. You must be careful of minor accidents. New investment opportunities are coming.
Love : Best Compatibility : Virgo       

        I'll get better soon I hope so I'll let you know to meet in br or pg if I come... When it comes to flat, I'm not sure when I'm coming back to pg since it depends on getting job and I have already agreed with my landlords to stay there and they are saving me apartment in return..
Andrea Preferans
7/28, 2:50pm

prevod za chrisa.docx
7/28, 2:51pm
Andrea Preferans

is there a problem with the file or what??

ChRiSmith
10:37am
ok, u will have part time with us in september, 
...I cant read the file on my laptop, but if u can send it as a .txt file i can!
              Petar ;  https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=665679416856482&set=vb.100002432892170&type=2&theater
ChRiSSmith
11:54a>
what do I have to do, to meet 
or at least have contact with the lady who told me I was her" special Friend" 
after she spent a couple of days with me??? eh Dobar Dan iCA??? 
....šta treba da radim, da zadovolji ili barem imaju kontakt sa ženom koja mi je rekla da sam joj "posebnog prijatelja" nakon što je provela par dana sa mnom??? eh Dobar Dan ica???      

14730 .. SuSanna at Oestrog Arrival Julie , zigga & gerhrdt ;  

14731 ;  Julies sister at airport  , all to Skdar .,,evening at Berlin e100 ..(50 everthing at lake) berlin and taxis etx..X with Suzanna all night :).. immense feelings of happiness..until she left . 

14801  sms 20.18 FROM ; NPdancer.. " Im happy you texted me, Miss you too, I havent found a place to sleep yet :) dont worry. I love you."            , Dalia arrived via  zoran, couple had gone (shocked by electric water) we all walked (cried bye) then guided around town, cafe berlin (e5) they paid shopping Sara arrived and cooked.. 

 14802 sms 22h from Npole dancer "Yes! I found girls (all of them)  and theres KARNAWAL in kotor. so were drinking pivo right now :) love you "               "Les twin girls" ...I dont believe one of them  :) (the economy package)     ......I could write a lot and i will elsewhere, she arrived in a storm, from a stormy journey... with a stormy mood..... a long story... and a big heart in a little ....(lady ..!)   ... then came the sun and others (and most of all my "non -pole dancer"..and a hangover) ;) ...despite the smoke , we  even danced... then at the lake a  happy break, .......and swim with Paola too :)     as they cooked and I debated and I waited... and waited..she was NOT "electrocuted") and finally hoped they  would NEVER leave...   such heart & soul and I have a big respect...you know!   my little piranha fish...    :) come back again, if u dare!..interview with Julie T.. all left Sara on FB...to suz all met in Kotor..(Sara at VPSkadarBerlin) 
sms from NPD 23h "I am jelous about your yesterday evening too! I saw some pictures. Take care & greetings from them! :)      ..interview with Julie T.. all left Sara on FB...to suz all met in Kotor..(Sara at VPSkadarBerlin) 
sms 23.32 .. ha ha maybe! Girls told me about them. It means one day I have to come back"
its gonna feel strange when the place is empty tomorrow.        Dalia s PARTICULAR poem.... (sort of) .........she came as a surprise via zoran,,..,,joined the guests; (les francais) twins and Sara, a brazilian...... didnt connect that much with me, but I suppose it was a friendly company....... left FAR too early for me her to know.........but my instinct says with goodness you will go. (and with photo) :) ...... take care , ChRiS ..dont forget next years "offer"..   

 14803  sms 02.03h  from NonPoleDancer " Oh please. That wasnt sympathy. I know you have to get used to someone cares about you :) good night :)))        http://unsub-b.blogspot.com/2014/08/julie-t-sick-bike-and-sick-of-inhuman.html                      good company sweet smiles              and emotions that go on for miles  discussions about "eco
engineering"     a gentle nature, so endearing     :)    Skadar & Virpazar  & U live not so far (away)                                an english accent& some jokes           BE CAREFUL of amorous Blokes   :)                              Sara..come back soon (dont forget t-shirt photo) :) wishing you a safe and enjoyable journey and CSing (guys be nice to this young Brazilian..ladySara, I will write u a ref later when I can reflect on your visit, good company sweet smiles and emotions , look forward to continuing discussions about "eco engineering" ..come back soon (dont forget t-shirt photo) :) wishing you a safe and enjoyable journey                          Suzanna, dziekuje, ty mnie ucieszylo, moze jak nastolatka, ale z najglebszej milosci. ...ChRiS 
p.s. tell Julie I emailed my "unedited" article to her this morning..take care!
 (Sara gone) to Suz anna ;  Alone, this morning, Su, so many emotions,
 I hope u had a great time with the girls, 
yet a mixture of jealousy & self pity conflicting with the extremely wonderful times of this exceptional week of my exceptional life, 
a storm of emotion I am doing my best to control, and to accept that U DO CARE! :) 
Hugs X & my Love, ChRiS    
sms 15.27h  from NPDancer ... ChriS,ChriS,ChriS, I really dont know what to answer :) everythings fine, I hope you have a nice day! Take care, Z 
CS> sms 16.11 h "Suz, Very quiet day in my self-world. i ll be "ok"& u dont HAVE to say or txt me=I am "dealing with it" 
just do it my way, alone, hope u understand & i wont forget. C y."                                 
 CFD > via Filip Negran ....Zdravo Filip , nadam se da ste dobro ,   
MOLIM reci ocu da uzimam ostatak danas , nema posetioca , bez price i nema sastanaka ,  
 i on bi trebalo da me pozove ujutru da ugovorite susret da ode u brrcelli ,   
da smanji travu i za obuku kao što je dogovoreno ...    
                   
       
You may have to cancel a trip at the last minute today due to circumstances beyond   your control. You may be able to work out a new schedule with the help of an older  woman who is a lot more knowledgeable and experienced in the area of travel,   
research or education.  
                                                 
              Lilly....                       
Thats a serious profile pic! Lilly thanks for your brief visit to "Monty" ................................ Teams .... the most intelligent society , is a good football team , when members take responsibility or pass it to another when preferable., for the sake of the collective ;
https://www.facebook.com/groups/ChriSmitH.ecologic.academy/
supporting ; https://www.facebook.com/groups/wild.beautiful.footy
and..
https://www.facebook.com/events/690990290930355
and
https://www.facebook.com/pages/REdNeT/245954208796041
&
https://www.facebook.com/groups/Net.Estranged.kids
J4t96!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OV5_LQArLa0.................                      
Lilly......thanks for the CSing message..apart from U, I had 8 other Csers this week,                      
 from Vilnius, Lille, (not Lilly) Brazilian region, Gallway, Krakov, Copenhagen, Vienna....                       
and this... http://unsub-b.blogspot.com/2014/08/julie-t-sick-bike-and-sick-of-inhuman.html                                  
                                
14803 Suz> sms 16.16h I know i dont have to, I do only the things what I WANT to do, remember. Love u.                       
                            
 C>17.04 sms> I cant stop it -have fallen in love with u! NON Pole dancer! ;) !  XYZ ChRiS                    


                     
 C> 21.49 sms> I will watch film & try to sleep ! I am Thinking too much- safe journey ;) . Dobranoc.                                          
                        Suz 21.56> Im thinking too, you know? So,you are not alone in this :) Im going to meet girls soon. DOBRANOC :)) Z              
                     
14804  Suz, I didnt sleep much, please tell Julie I sent the article via her CSmail,                      
        Hope u have an easy & safe journey! ;)  I hope, when ready U will join with me,                       
       in this life or another, yr ChRiS x                   48881777338      Anna chris Szymon  I caNT PROMISE TO WAIT FOR U, Thats the problem, if u dont know your arrival time - It means a lot of disruption to my daynighty hanging around, you can plan, u just slow down and suggest u stop somewhere else tonight, ? however, IF u want to take a chance and turn up at Caffe berlin I might be there at about 21h tonight..but i wont promise..as I have a full day, ChRiS                
                                 
 Abnb             rejected  too late           
                           
       Aug 4, 2014
Reconsider all options before you making up your mind for good. Stars favor your career plans – promotions, raises, and transfers to other companies. You may experience slight health problem in the coming months. Consult professionals about all your money decisions – avoid dealing with finances on your own.
Love :
You may have some moments of self doubt today but a friend or sibling will give you the figurative kick in the behind that you need to get you back on course. Stick to the mundane and avoid the deeply spiritual today if you want to stay "upbeat".
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Best Compatibility : Aries                    
               
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 Aug 7, 2014  sms to zuz.> Hiy u, juast found out that train goes through to the hungarian border ,              
                it would be logical to pay a little extra to staY on train.and go through  to Subotica, Please sms when u are safely home, your ChRiS , :) x              
               and>>  Hiy again, (3rd sms) !!! in case u need it : Izzy Darbanji, Futoski Put, 14a (NOVI SAD) <+381655319799 . I think  she will help u if u need a place.  NOvi Sad is nicver than Bg. C
Tell them what you really think. Otherwise, nothing will change. The lesson is in the struggle, not in the victory. Your general physical health is good this year but you may be prone to stress. Good time for signing all kinds of legal and business contracts. Keeping your feelings secret for too long is not something you can afford. You will soon be able to show how much you excel at completing tasks as compared to others. Your health should be good but take care when traveling. If you have any savings, this is the right time of the year to invest in something. You need to pay attention to others, not all of them are absolutely honest with you. Your tense time schedule will loosen once you learn better organization. Light but frequent meals might be a good switch from your usual eating habits. You will experience some financial up and down.     Aug 8                   
                            
           Aug 8, 2014
Your relationship success and happiness must be earned with earnest efforts. Maybe you could think about starting your own business? Rest properly whenever you can. You make money fast, but spend it faster.                       
                             Aug 9, 2014
Tell them what you really think. Otherwise, nothing will change. It’s no use wasting your time and energy on something that doesn’t fully satisfy you. You might encounter some short term health problems in the coming months. Carefully manage your assets.
Best Compatibility : Cancer
 Your workplace is likely to be something of a hotbed of gossip and          
 office politics today. You may be suffering from information overload, or from not being able to get the information that you need in order to get your work done on time.                    
                            
148 10You seem to have a hard time putting your thoughts into words today.  There are times when your head says one thing and your mouth seems  to want to say something else. Take long breaks if you are working on any important presentation or paperwork today.           
                
  Lee , Greg & co,  many haVE TRIED TO STOP my anti F S G and ant- Yan Ker campaigns, or my huma rights blogs or charity initiatives etc etc by blocking me on FB ,or the net  , with viruses and such ,another way is to tell lies and fill my in box with insults,,  that wont work either... 
                  
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J4t96!       

                                  
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OV5_LQArLa0   Training is next sunday  (make sure Petar and all other friends who want  to be connected to me, register on here  ;       
 https://www.facebook.com/groups/wild.beautiful.footy          
    we should cut grass during the week at a convenient time...ChRiS (I probably go to skadar with visitors monday)       
   ..Ranko to pick up lawnmowever BEFORE...if posible,,,        
 http://chrismithlog.blogspot.com/2014/08/x-y-z-and-we-are-close-to-end-of-our.html  
 CSCS>,14h   I am happy you are happy, and safe,  but I miss U, cant sleep and its almost 40c HOT! in Pg.. X +y = Z  ChRiS :)    
 http://unsub-b.blogspot.com/2014/08/updating.html   
ZuZ> 14h.11 > Im very happy because I am not travelling alone, 
 (but ZuZ didnt ask me to travel with !!!) & were close to my fathers home! 
Im happy to give accomodation to this (these) ppl! Ive met & spent more time with them;) 
 I also (!!!..."also") miss you! Love. z.      
A Rose for my Zuz
                    

... I have so many mixed Feelings, u is close to home, and I suppose safety. but further away from me, and soon,,,  
will be deep in her projects...and ppl who dont know me and who are unlikely to want her to share my life..   
.........I believe we should share our projects , her in mine and me in hers...but.....but..U had difficulty in my "challenge" to her choices... will my trust be matched by hers?    https://www.facebook.com/groups/wild.beautiful.footy    we should cut grass during the week at a convenient time...ChRiS (I probably go to skadar with visitors monday)..Ranko to pick up lawnmowever BEFORE...if possible,,,
Filip Negran
13:48

Okay I'll give Cerise all Ranku
Are you okay
?
Filip Negran
15:16

17:10
Chris FD>
I am having a quiet day, Filip hope you had a good time yesterday (& Sinoc)  message for Ranko, hope YOU sort out all your problems, I have done all  that was asked of ME, now I wait for YOU to deliver.. DO NOT telephone me today - we should ,meet tomorrow , but please lets talk early (if the lwanmower is available) vidimo se, ChRiS

17:12
Filip Negran
Entertainment was great, everything is fine ...

OUR EcO-HoUsE

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

P0emS .. a random selection for ....U.. its "therapy"

When I am in those dark moments, or during "loss" .....when I miss those I loved or cared for... I am instantly "creative" and a stream of relevant rhyme comes through my "antennae"..... in an almost automatic stream of words, and        ............................there are also some "casual" verses that I prefer to write than                                  "boring references" for visiting CSerS                             

                                                                                                                        
                                  =============================================                                                                 "DaX,  a star in the dark?"


YOU hide from me,
so the TRUTH you (dont (want  to) see

staying with those that you "know"
not the "ChRiS's world I would show....

hurting us once again
although you think its "just a game"

the "spit" I have faced...
is not a pretty taste!

you can continue to run away from "C",
BUT, always & forever, your SOUL, is connected to me.

CS   

DanICA , a poem for you.
that is all you will let me do,
still cant get you out of my mind
or my heart, nor my soul, i cant find..

Lady, you are my star 
and it seems you have gone too far
but a sun can burn me 
but I wont care, about that , you see

even if you dont celebrate (with me)
this day is important to ME
and I really wish you well
I hope you know & I will tell

..that you so affect me
in ways you dont want to see
you ignore ME, but, I cant forget YOU
because, you made me feel brand new

even if we argue, or I fall down
if i am very strict, or act like a clown
dont be selfish, you can be the best
with or without me, dont be like the rest.

this feeling is more than love..I care about you more than me
ChRiS=                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          
In a couple of weeks It will be your birthday and on 6th February ================                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   =all I want is (not revenge) but JUSTICE!
p.s. and of course NOela…my little girl , she (with son Leon) is one of 2 huge HOLES in my heart , it doesn’t go away, every day the hurt is there…how I enjoyed her living with me most of the first 30 months of her life…some years ago, this is what I wrote for her…
poem:                                                                                                                                                          "tears through a closing door"
in my arms for a minute
in my view for an hour
forever possessing my heart
thats my little girl
today in the rain
i surpress the pain
to be with her again
before she leaves on a train
what does a woman know
how a father feels
denied his flesh and blood
wounds my soul and never heals
how can humanity survive
is anyone alive
caring about the future years
has cost me more than five
losing time is bad enough
whilst time passes me by
her tears cut me in half
as we once again say good bye…..
through a closing door…
ChRiS Smith
 ____________________________xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxSubject: [Fwd: tears through a closing door]
Date: Sun, 07 Aug 2005 19:52:30 +0100
From: chris <team@yafoy.org>

a poem for Noela;

Noela,

The smile you gave
the love I feel
Spirit save us
& keep us Real

Dad & Girl together, is what I wish for us
have a happy birthday, good weather
nice presents and a heart full of sunshine

Daddy xxxxx

To: M <margit@klima-luft.de>,
     klaus luksch <erziehungsberatung.frbg-land@caritas-dicv-fr.de>,
     fathers-4-justice <join@fathers-4-justice.org>-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------__________________________
25 years since 96 LFC supporters were murdered by police/stadium neglect @ hillsborough , and almost 30,000 attend the 20year memorial service (following LFC v Burn 4-0 & 4-4- @ Chelski (CL) '09/....now after a memorable struggle to beat citeh 3-2 our Team continues the DREAM - lets do it ..for the 96!!

=======================================================================
see REdnet file 

14416

"there must be a better wor(l)d

there must be a better word
"anniversary" seems unworthy & absurd
the 96 we lost fron that day
cant tell me what I should say

@ this special time,
I dont want to rhyme
I wont do them "justice"
no one else did, after all.

Justice delayed means justice denied
Thatcher is dead, she never cried
I lost my family and all I love
but I move on, dont ask if they are "above"

I live in heaven - a land of wild beauty
spontaneous people, dont worry about "duty"
its a long way from Sheffield or the 'pool
but I dont ever want to be "cool"

I met someone for whom I care
should I persue, should i "Dare"
in this cold world, dont want to be "old"
So deep is my story, that never will be told

ChRiS SMITH 15th April 2014                                                                                         ================                                                                                                                .... the Dream

" i dream of her skin.....as smooth as silk
of her lips as drinky as milk
...I dream of her breast , as hard as a pebble..
..and her loins ..oh so vital...
BUT MOST OF ALL...I DREAM OF THE TITLE ... " :)
cHrIs14423=                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          ===========                                                                                                                                                                                                              ===for CSerS; Cesar & Cleo

2 naMES from history
came Pg & ChRiS to see

went on the lake
tasted Burek, Cevapi and Baklava cake

shared my party first
helped me quench my birthday thirst

saw a traditional dance & (VP) music fest
left me now, to discover the rest...

:)

enjoyed your company and discussions :)==============================                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Miley or Yau Cheng
nice girl from Hong Kong
did nothing wrong
talkative? she is not
but, smiled and laughed a lot

music in Virpazar
she has travelled from afar.
brught the sun, not rain
can always visit me again :)                                               ========                                                                                                                                             ======= For the 96 , for Stevie, & the TEAM..never surrender https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5eqOWpwlEqk
We'll fight and no surrender, 
We'll fight for the boys in Red, 
We'll fight the fight for Liverpool, 
The teamS that Shankly bred.

We fought for Kenny Dalglish
We'll fight for Stevie G 
We'll fight the fight for Liverpool, 
The pride of our REd Army
Two, three, four, 
Listen to the Kopites roar, 
LIV-ER-POOL........LIV-ER-POOL

We dont carry bottles 
We dont carry lead 
We only carry h*tchets to bury in your head 

We are loyal supporters 
Fanatics everyone 

We all hate MANCS, citeh, leeds and everton

We are the pride of europe 
The pride of merseyside 
We fight for no surrender 
We fight for shanklys pride....

We hate Tottenham Hotspur 
we hate Chelsea too 
but most of all we hate the sh*te 
that play in Royal Blue                                                                                                                                               ========                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   http://cser5.blogspot.com/2014/03/cserslog-is-open-to-world.html

non-rules for y-our life

rule number 1 - never follow the rules

rule 2 - always obey rule number 1 :)

be yourself, the wonder of life is enjoying the journey to a dream that you may never arrive at

learn the language and rules of the "system" so u can break them

strive for freedom & let freedom be your mentality yet always accept the consequences of your choices

dont intend to hurt anyone or anything, unless in honest self-defence

sing your song , say what you mean and mean what you say...

Have empathy for others, but know when and where to draw the line of generosity

be to others as you wish them to be to you, dont be led by the herd or "popular opinion" 

enjoy what you have, or it too may disappear whilst you chase more...

Laugh, joke and dance whenever you can, because one day your legs may not move at all.

search for intelligence and when experience talks, listen, you have twice as many earholes as mouth-hole :)

dont read too much of others stories, make your own adventure

be a player, not just a spectator

If you dont like your life, change it, dont waste time on blame, state your truth and move on.

get out in the sun,  and through wind or rain, add you own positive message,  to this mad , wonderful, tragic strange & beautiful life                                                                                                      ---------                                         http://cser5.blogspot.com/2014/05/maydays-fu-freedom-e-union-team.html     
   to be  continued 
             
  Fu.kit.club@groups.facebook.com

the "f**k it CLUB  aims to insult as many "FB friends"  as possible before it dies...a bit similar to the "Bucket list" but this may only last 24 hrs or it may just continue for eternity..... repeating the BS day after day until some one "gets it" 

....or gets me ;)
.....
you may also add any "phrase" that describes "death" .. preferably funny or witty remarks.. boring people will be removed..so its going to get lonely very quick eh? :)
..........................................p
====================

Birthday greetings to all Gems
Geminis we are at least two.............................
communication is our food
we laugh, we cry and we are sometimes "rude" ;)       .........................................................................................p...............................................                                                                                 13408

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pzQp_awu9JY Thatcher ;  finally gone @ 87?, 
confirmation that only the good die young...some modern feemales actually think she was a role model...being the first woman(?) prime minister..
When maggie turned up at the pearly gates,
There stood god with his 96 mates,
Your not welcome here god said,
We dont accept those who lie of the dead,
So due to her poisonous prime minister spell,
They sent her packing straight down to hell!!

Justice For The 96!     

Pete Wylie [ The Day That Margaret Thatcher Dies! ]=============13414

"manners" ?? yeah i am sure hitler had nice manners too..  yes I am rude, but i care more about justice than you do! ..and YEAh i am Fecking angry, there are STILL so MANY IGNORANT fools, (as you|) that swallow the media BS! ("honouring" the b*tch-witch)  and think we are going to be quiet whilst they do it.. one things they dont get is we wont shut up and they are the sheep that allow dictators and criminals in suits & ties to destroy the best things in life whilst feeding the mass on BS!  go to hell! (if u arent alraedy there!) 

 Supporters "conga" @ reading... (the witch is dead)

I wish it was those days many years ago, before our crest was flanked
with two flames.
I wish it was those days many years ago, when ‘the 96’ were just known
by their names.
I long for those days many years ago, when there was no memorials or
masses to attend.
And I long for those days many years ago, before 96 people’s lives sadly
came to an end.

I pray for those days many years ago, before these words were ever
needed at all.
I pray for those days many years ago, before those brave reds had to stand strong and tall.
And I wish for those days many years ago, before so many lives were torn
apart.
These prayers can’t come true, that much I know, but I still wish for them
with all of my heart.(KC)

13413


Anti-ChRiS ...ready, J4t96, anti-maggie emotions cont..BR's teram "died"@ reading & i died tomorrow too, RAFA pics?? b'day  
Nice pic, with "Monty Fans"  and a Geordie..at Galerija bar in Podgorics.. I'm the one that dont need a haircut, and without a big head! (?) LMAO!   


"Dobar Dan Ica"... you take almost 3 months to tell me bad news.(ignoring any "obligation, friendship or relation" between us) . ...another case of HOPE versus Experience.. .........                           "experience" told me not to trust you, after you broke the first promises, but HOPE persuaded me to extend my TRUST again, but you ..............are careless!

13412

and if you are not affected by this , you are DEAD , not RED! https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=9OHC7lIfvk4

........Ahhhh... my "loyal pillow" ... always there when for a cuddle, dont b*tch if i want to go to footy or a bevvy, and in the four years since i have been "solo" (NOT so low...) ...never lied or cheated me.. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=HkpWgDHLZR This is also "the LIVERPOOL way" ..if u thing YOU are "spontaneous" watch this ..unplanned..and REAL!

Hillsboro.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=4SdGtCWrvlo

13411

and if you are not affected by this , you are DEAD , not RED! https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=9OHC7lIfvk4=--------------

Outside leppings lane just before three
Waiting to get in to watch the great team
Empty at the side crammed in the middle
All of the reds having a giggle
All of a sudden the gates open wide
The fans move in to watch their side
As they move in we all could see
A disaster happen as a result of the neglect of the yorkshire PD

We all hurt every given day
For those fans we love that are no longer with us on matchday
One fitting way to show them how much we still care
Is by driving the reds to victory and bring home the silverware
So lets all pray for the ones that didn't come home
And send a message that they'll never walk alone

JFT96

                                                                                       =13608
D-days(Djune)DEja Vu Decisions Daze! ..

69 years since "d-day" liberating europe ( didnt u know u are free?)
69 is a signigficant number
between the genders (a key?)
avoiding the missionary , unencumber

each minority frights for majority (rule)
democracy is just a name...
anyway why should i trust the mass?
none of whom understand the "game"

"Monty pythons life of brian"
challenges the way u think,
i want to show u a similar film, 
because sheeple, u stink!

who is intelligent on this planet?
one, i have longed to meet
question, what? how and which?
who can be strong, and not bitch?

how can sheeple still vote for suit and tie?
they lie!
its my planet, so i ask U why?
u follow the ignorance, the media too,
are u too blind to see?
the only question is..
to be ... or not to BE!

ChriS13608



"why the skY continues to cry?"

"As if an open wound its weeping..
as from me life is seeping...
I lost everything i cared about 
..without YoU ..I have nought

freedom..another name for nothing more to lose
its easy to drown in the booze..
did you ever wonder why ?
there is NOW much water in the sky?

it will rain rain and RAIN
without you ..must i be sane?
my heart can no longer cry ..
my eyes are teardrops dry..
so the weather cries, instead of me..

ChRiS 13602 ============================
last night another dream
tasted like fruit and cream
as she found me in that dimension
the lady who is supreme  (like "Leeloo multipass"...) :D

We walked and talked
ate and danced
romantic , not in some "trance"
and made love that brought new stars
in our universe we healed all scars

its more than I can say
in that place I felt to stay

she values if i have decades, 
hundreds or thousands of "earth years"
i have the energy of a boy
but none of those fears..

if only you could see who i could be...

CS13627 
                                                                  CS13630

"Oh, but life is a funny thing
and yet is hard to beat..
for every rose has a THORN!
but the Rose is still sweet.. 

...cont...
have i had enough roses in my life?
a girl, a partner, a friend, more than one wife?
but I have bled too many times
so i dont care if this poem rhymes .. ! :)"                         ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,                                                                       Evren Kose +90 536 7404072

So a day at Virpazar and on Skadar Lake...
we later ate fresh fish and home-made cake
Evren , I like U and what you make.
....even if, with u,  i am talking too much, 
......for goodness sake...! x
;) x
ChriS;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;                                           ;CS13614

Happy returns of the day, Dusica,
u are one of the best memories I had of Uzice
the briefest dance 
your girlish smile
for one of those, i would walk many a mile,

your man is lucky to be
your friend, there is no doubt, i see
i must be careful not to envy, so, i say
have great and special..birth-day!
x
ChriS                                                                                                    ;  ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;               ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;    
                                                                                         ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;               ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;                                                                                                                                                            a birthday wish for Kaja.
i was offine, sorry
hope u had a good one,
even if u are now too busy for me ;)

remember to be even
in all that u do
dont be influenced by "them"
be fair , and most of all, be true

best wishes
ChRiS x                                                                                                                                                 ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,                                                                                                              Dedicated to "not on the Dole, MAThilde"...

"Walzing Mathilde, Walzing Mathilde, Will U go 
Walzing, Mathilde with me?
but we drank too much Vino & swam off the Skadar Boat..
But I want to go..Walzing, Mathilde,  with U..

;)
I took a while to relax, but.. last evening ..wise words, & 
your dream ..."to be ready ..for Life"..
a pleasure to host U, 
you are always welcome to stay with me, 
ChriS x
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HsXHYJUhWg0                                                           ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, 
OUR CLUB..
http://www.facebook.com/groups/152996974833540/

AnnaM ...& 
on Fb... 
so many modern feemales are either Barbies, bigots, snobs or self-absorbed b+tches ...but... 

VERY positive a girl with looks AND CHARACTER!! a pleasure to host, any time!!! :) please take care of her!!!

"A "St peter's Burger..
..but certainly NOT a "lump of meat"..
@ Pg Airport I did GREET..
..a day in the city..
& a night on the town,
with Anna M u cant feel down..
then "heaven @ Skadar" ..
..something special was shared..a touch of soul..showed she cared..

enjoy "Monty" and thanks for the visit and presents;;; looking forward to u coming back to "Toloshi mini Hostel"

p.s. "Cat-surfing mini-mi-owalso will miss u ;) take care (cuvaj se)
C.
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, "                                                                                                       Bye Redheaded Ania, was good to dance with ye, Quick tour of Podgorica,
\Burek, cevapi, Vino & rakija!"

we shared the joy of olympic "Monty"
sweet girl a bit warped "dixit"(?) too .. :)

"behild that girlish smile & figure
brought her boyfriend, a right winger,
shes a singer, hes a walking historical (hysterical?) encyclopedia,"
cu ....somewhere!
______________________                                                                                                            ,12+1 biking,,,,
dedicated...to my only "hostess" ! ;)

have a great time "Saule GI"
now a footy girl i see

is this some influence from me?
lets have a cup of ginger tea!

wish u all that u deserve
even when life sends u a curve
be strong be clear and honest too
and i will always support U! 

x ChRiS

for you... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wHx7vaa9Fwo GI and the 13 visitors to Toloshi!!! 
scared the neighbours!  ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

FReD

From ChriS SmiTH
 Podgorica, Montenegro
 Aug 16 Met in person Hosted 2 days  
Negative

FRED...
"Travels om a zero budget.. &
will Talk a lot with U! :)
table tennis is his passion
and CS-ing too !!!                                                                                            ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,                                                                                                        did I choose to care about you?
i cant forget and dont want to
I wish you had come to stay
and that would make us smile,in every way
x

phone Dani??? via ..?3call or sky-p
https://www.facebook.com/danica.stancic.2,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,may 23

a poem....

I really meant to say "goodbye"
even though it is a LIE..
how to forget your face
when it appears in every place?

Yes, I know you may say it is "creepy"
but whenever I get sleepy
a vision comes to heart & mind
your soul, more than you, to me , is kind..

what would YOu do, if you were me?
I did not plan to meet you, dont you see?
I did NOT choose to FEEL this way
so, what, NOW, WHAT do YOU say?

I am not getting younger, will I leave?
If I am gone, will you grieve?
and you are occupied
with him (or her), I have cried...
BUT, I am free - another I can not love
was this a curse from above?

One day you may want to know
where I have been or where I go
but whatever you deny
forever it is you / ...and I

ChRiS
i have a drink and remember U on my Birthday 23 may 2014