defo ...a soul mate ... will he be alive ...to continue this when adult...MY pic of this week hope he continues to PEE on walls untill they all fall down!!!!
th!! ) ...!!!!
my "pic of the week" (William peeing on their WALL)
..... ... other things to discuss;
my girl NOELA will be 20 years old on 28 november,,,I haven't held her since she was 3 years old after their ABDUCTION (SEE POEM SCROLL DOWN)
.........not really "taboo" but subjects that I may unload about if you visit me... ;)
I managed , for the first time in months , to have a TRUE conversation for more than a couple of minutes.. a guy who
I hosted who knew irina 2 years ago.. came to meet me in HN the other day ... he also hosted Luda/Ludo girl from St Nazaire who
went all "PC" on me AFTER leaving resulting in a negative reference on my profile..i hosted more than 360 (gratis)
visitors here in MOnty ...and only about 1% were "problems" but she and the last 2 (a young couple from Cordoba) conspired
to daeage ... so... rightly speaking, I am at home, and I REFUSE to be a :diplomat: (a.k.a. polite LIar) if i am hosting..
I managed , for the first time in months , to have a TRUE conversation for more than a couple of minutes.. a guy who
I hosted who knew irina 2 years ago.. came to meet me in HN the other day ... he also hosted Luda/Ludo girl from St Nazaire who
went all "PC" on me AFTER leaving resulting in a negative refeerence on my profile..i hosted more than 360 (gratis)
visitors here in MOnty ...and only about 1% were "problems" but she and the last 2 (a young couple from Cordoba) conspired
to daeage ... so... righly speaking, I am at home, and I REFUSE to be a :diplonat: (a.k.a. polite LIar) if i am hosting..
( BTW, he ALSO wants to learn to be a "skipper" Zorro???? )
so should a visitor show favour tot he following ,,I am :loaded: with argument against them...
//////////////// so when you deduct the following,.,maybe 1 in a thousand will be welcome here....and thats how many will survive the coming decade(s?)..
!!
.....Mancs (of course ) we sing "we are not racist , we only hate mancs (mancunians...not just because of footy!. BTW!)
........USAcorp ..their lifesty;e, politics , WAR Biz and pollution of our planet..and many other reasons featured on MONTV!
....england, royal family, "blowjob johnson" ...class system, prejudiced snobs & yobs
........French ; ..Maxon, arrogance , nuclear politics & african invasion...
.........GERMONEY . (see 54 complaints at ECHR strasbourg ) stoe my children and occupied by MANY (small minded) tutonic sheeple
..........NEGATIVE Serbs ....this summer's experiences //....and MOnty people who "are happy if my cow dies" ..neandathal men, bitchy barbie fee males
...........the rich ..getting richer via "PLANdemiv" ..and all the govenments who palyed along with the :game of THORNS"
............the english premiere / plastic money league.. they stole our beautiful game and sold it to USAcorp/mainSCREAMedia !
...............cars & Mammula .... drive too fast through the villge and turning "swallow island" into sodom & gamorrah (spelling?)
............all local & global sheeple...who capitulated to the PLANdemic and thus helped kill ; my social life, my love of playing and watching footballl, hosting... and the plans for my academy (see academy REBOOT vidio at; )
/
I was also in HN because of the 4th power cut this week,, i didnt sleep much as I had to get up in the middle of the night to catch a boat/ferry .....but the positive was that I met the guy (D) ...and a little bit of shopping...otherwise i am at the mercy of the expesmive shops
in the region (minimum 10kms from me) ...but it was an adventure, we had a storm again, and such a difference a day after sitting in the 20c
sunshine whilst drying my shirts ...(on the "clothes horse" ;) ///....(no washing machine here either) shaving & getting dressed in the dark has some comical aspect too ... i wonder how many of the sheeplw would panic without their electric...oh dear NO wi-fi..now 24/7 nullsh&te to look at and silly sms to send...how could they survive that... well, my prediction is that either through natures (tsunami?) revenge or a nuclear disaster/incident/conflict you may find out sooner than you expect,,,I would like to do a course
..........power cut s and living "blind" coping without ; onsercations of spolied modern sheeple.. (14 hours off yesterday)
suspending my fing book profile, HAS given me more time to reflect , its certainly true that most people now "on line" ..
either grew up with or since the "capitialists won the war" to install their "new world order" dogma ..( dog? ma!) ...in all
societies... and thats why i also doubt that the average chinese or russians want to war...they are turned on the "commercial sweeties"
like the majority of the "(IN)human race" ...however USA corp generals & the white house goons are itching to test their new nuke jets..
and some fecking John wayne impersonator... is more likely to start the chain reaction that wipes everyone (except me and a few others)
off the face of the planet (those who dont die instantly. may even which they had!)
..........self absorbed young local , english , french, turkish local & russian ; no wonder the world is a mess... this time ..i met 3 young men & 3 young women (2 of which I hosted) all from totally different parts of the world, and "cultural origins" (2 of them were locals) , in their twenites / thirties ...earth age between 21 and say 35, I guess... who were/are TOTALLY absorbed with them selves and
self gratification... people mention about young people resisting the BS! ..i dont see it, they seem to be just as stupid, ignorant , selfish, careless or downright as NAzty as their parents generation...
anyway if only I could have found more co-operation for "Kids in trouble" (charity) REd nose days and the "ChRiS "freedom & union" community academy for disadvanted/poor kids... i could support more young people to be stronger, better & simply GOOD HUMAN BRings...
that made me think of the Chief in the film "little BIG Man" (Hoffman?) when he refereed to his own native people as "we human BEings"
the rest were either "white men" or "black white men" ;)
I was also in HN because of the 4th power cut this week,, i didnt sleep much as I had to get up in the middle of the night to catch a boat/ferry .....but the positive was that I met the guy (D) ...and a little bit of shopping...otherwise i am at the mercy of the expensive shops
in the region (minimum 10kms from me) ...but it was an adventure, we had a storm again, and such a difference a day after sitting in the 20c
sunshine whilst drying my shirts ...(on the "clothes horse" ;) ///....(no washing machine here either) shaving & getting dressed in the dark has some comical aspect too ... i wonder how many of the sheeplw would panic without their electric...oh dear NO wi-fi..now 24/7 nullsh&te to look at and silly sms to send...how could they survive that... well, my prediction is that either through natures (tsunami?) revenge or a nuclear disaster/incident/conflict you may find out sooner than you expect,,,I would like to do a course
..........power cut s and living "blind" coping without ; consequences of spolied modern sheeple.. (14 hours off yesterday)
suspending my fing book profile, HAS given me more time to reflect , its certainly true that most people now "on line" ..
either grew up with or since the "capitalists won the war" to install their "new world order" dogma ..( dog? ma!) ...in all
societies... and thats why i also doubt that the average chinese or russians want to war...they are turned on the "commercial sweeties"
like the majority of their "(IN)human race" ...however USA corp generals & the white house goons are itching to test their new nuke jets..
and some fecking John wayne impersonator... is more likely to start the chain reaction that wipes everyone (except me and a few others)
off the face of the planet (those who dont die instantly. may even which they had!)
..........self absorbed young local , english , french, turkish local & russian ; no wonder the world is a mess... this time ..i met 3 young men & 3 young women (2 of which I hosted) all from totally different parts of the world, and "cultural origins" (2 of them were locals) , in their twenites / thirties ...earth age between 21 and say 35, I guess... who were/are TOTALLY absorbed with them selves and self gratification... people mention about young people resisting the BS! ..i dont see it, they seem to be just as stupid, ignorant , selfish, careless or downright as NAzty as their parents generation...
anyway if only I could have found more co-operation for "Kids in trouble" (charity) REd nose days and the "ChRiS "freedom & union" community academy for disadvantaged/poor kids... i could support more young people to be stronger, better & simply GOOD HUMAN BRings...
that made me think of the Chief in the film "little BIG Man" (Hoffman?) when he refereed to his own native people as "we human BEings"
the rest were either "white men" or "black white men" ;)
Alone is not being lonely
(coped from a previous log) ;;;
" I keep getting requests from anon FBers. all the same, feemales with often provocative pics.. proposing meetings, or that i contact a numbre., or website , (probably a webcam or similar) ..it makes me angry, because there are a lot of young women in the society where I live but i dont want any of them ... Yeah , I as good as it gets, apart from a face thats seen a billion kms... <smile?>
... ...
I dance,cook and open to discuss any subject, i am fit like " a butchers dog" :)
i am entering a marathon this month and play footy with young guys at least once a week, I have emotions that would blow you apart, i have experiences unique, and no one i have met so far could get to grips with.. being alone means i can do what i must , and challenge those who need to be confronted, without fear of revenge against family that I no longer have..
its how it is .. its the life i was made to do.. all what went before led me to this time.. and the story , the climatic c is on course.. I am in the moment. sp //sure do I imagine a "partner" sure, I have dreams so vivid, but that is not only difficult its "virtually ipossible" how can i let anyone in unless she was as strong as me... and that cannot be..
so do npt send me those insults, I am a human BEing, being HUMAN!""
Black sheep
Here is to the Black sheep
the rest are probably still asleep
it wont make much difference
if that way, you keep!
.
swimming against the tide
sometimes its a bumpy Ride!
but we must never hide
.
Sometimes alone
others , at us , may groan;
"leave it, as it always was!"
no can do ... thats our "cause"
-
heres to the maverick, odd, and rebel soul
not for us to be a MOLE
be UNsubversive in all you do..
its what you are here for, ME too! :)
Hillsbourough losing the 96
(now 97!!)
CS> THANK GOOD NESS I WASN’T THERE
AND THAT, IN ITSELF, WAS RARE
AWAY ON A DIFFERENT TRIP FOR MY CAREER
OTHERWISE 97 , MY DEAR?
I LOVED SUPPORTING THE team in RED
We were loyal ever after , even if we are dead
No one can explain how that felt
That fate and the manslaughter the 96 were dealt..
And 6 years later I died too
In a coma , and where were you?
15th April ..a day NO TRUE REd will forget
But I woke up one week later …and some they do regret..... (CS160413)
so many were only kids!
++++++++++++++++++++
MY Noela will be 20 years old on 28 november... .stolen at age of 30 months by a selfish & perverted mother ..(margit streifeneder)
for Noela
as u disappeared ... behind those closing doors
my eyes felt sore, I could see only yours
in my arms , too brief
gone forever? stolen , who was the thief?
my little girl
we had shared such short time
too much pain
to explain in a rhyme
biking in the country
watching animals and birds
go shopping , eat ice cream
in years , it lasted until your third
who cares, in the world so cold,
its easy to insult this father, call him "old"
and what is this crime, a life is gone
was loving a daughter, ever wrong?
so the mother wins
and told lies and more
its hard not to be bitter
that thorn in my core
i miss you
&
at 14 years
I still cant forget your tears
the last time
I held you in my arms
you are now a teen
so many years in between
who are you now?
my love is burieddeep inside
and search for a place to hide
my own .................I love you
i am always Dad xxxxx its true
&
once upon a time
women were feminine
they cared about the world
warm and feline
now its about power
and who will win
they want a car
and deal in sin
once upon a time
a man was a man
kept his word
and carried responsibility, all that he can
now they are weak
and sad, and lost
women have choices
at many mebs cost
modern fee-males claim the kid
many men just donate and then are"got rid"
women; please; be carers, dont lose the best
men, find your dignity and remember the rest __________________________
............?????.....and a "FINAL conflict" video ...the end , of the beginning OR the beginning of the end at
:))))))))))))))))))) ...grood5Strategic points of ChRiS final CAMPAIGN ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uqRiSz3N8I0
......................i have arrived at "balance" ,,,I have lived equally 26 years in and out of "their system"
............I have been highly critical of all the societies I have known; english, french, italian (not so much), dutch
GERMAN...and (former yugo ) and have recently informed the enemy of 39 incidents since I am in the Balkans,,, BUT
thete are things to credit :
.................the boat ferry man informed that he would be late the other day,, some people came to connect so that meant
he would not be able to pick us up from HN jetty at the usual time,,,but it was a sunny day so I "sat on the dock of the bay"
(Otis Reading?) ...calm ..he was less than half an hour behind schedule.. but called the local bus driver so that those
of us waiting would still connect with it...the driver was friendly and took the passengers TO THEIR DOOR (off route)
he stopped at his own house to speak to someone,.,, ha ha ha,,,i can imagine :westerners: in outrage ..but here its "wild east"
and as much as their often "careless ways" can de annoying and even damaging...this sort of flexibility..also giving me his personal number in case i need picking up early morning (in darkness! in the country roads which I sometimes walk at 03hrs ...(no cars or anyone except the occasional dog barking and yesterday a hawk or owl disturbed by the sound of my shoes passing his tree..this is nature,..;)
and then I went looking for winter boots,, no wonder the stress of "exploiting tourists" is high in this region..the shop prices for clothes is ridiculous in a region where manual works (and bus drivers!) may not get paid much more than TEN euros a day! ... the society needs MY expertise...BUT at the same time wont let ME on...I could show these people how to be self supporting and create small enterprise..and much more .....but like the germans...they will just look at my ideas and then later try to copy them VERY badly..
and i wanted some sports/"TRAINERS" (for running or playing footy IF I EVER get the chance again..) ...so in HN I went into a typical shop
"Sports vision" ...ha ha ha ...BLIND more likely!) ...I always used to buy "SAMBA" trainers (addidas) it was a scouse thing...
our lads used to bring back EUROPEAN clothes when the team played away,,,and were the first to wear :addidas trainers" as a ashion too..
(being different could also get you beaten up by London based footy hooligans) ...we were always ahead of the market...
so I used the lady shop assistant "do you stick addidas SAMBA or similar ..for ACTUAL training/playing...but the shop shelves were just stocked with "fashion shoes" for wearing not for playing.. such is the fecked up world//.... its all "image" ..i got some other winter boots elsewhere (expensive IMO) and noticed how the look of locals changed (i usually wear my battered cheap tariners that I got from the Chinese shop ha ha ha..) they are snobs...even the poor are snobs.. ha ha ha ...
........and " ME
a challenge to you all? " https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvzEcZUtYNU
CElTS sweet Nov 2111 007/ 08 09 10 11(!) 12 & Nov 13;
as on saturday 13th I return from Rose, NO body knows about the "phantom Bosco bus" that goes there>.
stilli had a short , tricky return (climbing) down the "footpath";) from Tici to Zanjice beach,,and surprised some ppl
working on the Ruined house which hides the beach "entrance" (up) from the beach end.. ha ha ..no one walks here on "lusty pen"
ev en fewer (still alive) HIke (climb) ...
I was reflecting on someone i met a few months ago, and sort of formed a contact with ( we had coffee and talked "life & such" often and he jelped entertain some of my young guests... and other things, but as so often happens... others distract, about a month or so ago
after an "incident" with local idiots at one of the over priced rip off "locale" he has to work for the boss of the C7nts who decided they would ruin my day (even paying for THREE glasses of basic Vranac REd wine at 4 euros each ( you can get a litre of the same wine at a decent shop for almost half that (2.20e per lite bottle)... and he took a call (art media) then ... hmmmm something...maybe co-incidental
my life choices have made it difficult to have friends and i gave up on family after i lost parents, sister , nrothers, sons & daughters
one way or another (if you care to, go back through my logs (or MONtv logs) for taht stuff, its not what I want to dwell on...
the man I mention is a BULL, or a LION, or Tiger ..strong, god-fearing..(although "tempted " from tiem to time...said "anything you want?"
about 6 weeks ago...I made a wish list, half as a joke..but was curious as to his reaction..he is over loaded ..work * family do not allow him much time, but whweras he he didnt care who or what...he does, and THATS how it always is.. if anyone gets close, either they get scared..or I push them away, often as a form of protection for them...and sometimes for me,, because i dont want any more loved ones (and do NOT misunderstand the word :loved") to die on me, get damaged or hurt because they are seen as being associated,,,
I prefer the distant networking contact of my initiative ...(more at groups (connected to) mewe.com/i/chrissmith1059 .. or via chris@ursun.net, or chrismith@mypod-net.org ; or even ChRiSFandU@protonmail.com if all else fails :)
i also update one a week at http://montv-chrislog.blogspot.com/ , and its also "personal" what isnt??? ;)
I am not a :king of the jungle" or a hero, I am GOOD , not nice...& not " perfect" ...I will be a "REbel -Lion" ;) when I must, or not, it takes energy to lead, but I am good at it..but ..where is the reason? who for?, when the world is in the swamop and so few with courage yo swim out of it..
the saying " for evil to succed" it only need good men to do nothing..well where are the GOOD? i can find them, and yet, I also know that we have to be "viet cong" and not be an army that the "f-R" can destroy...("fascho-racists") i think a lot of sheeple thing they are good ..but doing nothing is actually helping the evil...so dont tell me that you wait for your god!//....your GOD expects you to meet half way...thats why you are here too..
may your GOOD go with you...with HOPE you will never walk alone...but..vision AND action will improve OUR world..
ChRiS
..................watching the film "Devils advocate " again ( in our culture if you are called this, it means you offer an oppositie opinion to comeone ..contrary to what they believe/say..even if u dont believe the opposite!) ..Al Pahcino stars (with Keanu & Therize) ..with his usual BIG character, his style similar to his role in "Any Given sunday" (although i am not a fan of "american rugby" ;) ...his speech to the TEAM near the climax of THAT film.. is even better than his acting in the above...thought it was fitting that they play the stones (Jagger singing "paint it black :) is a witty touch to the end of the above mentioned film... rather watch "book of Eli" "Brave heart" (even WITH Mel narrative over it!!!) or "my name is Forrest Gump, people call me Forrest Gump" ;)
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